Bigg Boss 14‘s Nikki Tamboli, who is currently in Cape Town for stunt based show Khatron Ke khiladi 11, recently lost her brother who passed away due to COVID-19 and other illness. The actress is going through a tough phase of her life. However, after 2 days of her brother’s demise, Nikki left for South Africa for her professional commitments as it was her brother’s dream to see her in the Rohit Shetty‘s adventurous show KKK 11.
The actress is now missing her late brother and remembering him she penned a long note. She explained what all she is going through in her latest Instagram post. Nikki Tamboli‘s post reads, “I miss my brother so much and I am sobbing myself to sleep almost every night. Few people whom I know tell me that it was his time to go and I should be glad that he’s not in emotional pain anymore and not sick anymore and that I have to let him go but my mind doesn’t want to accept that. I just want to be able to talk to my brother and when I say this to my friends they say me that I still can, but it’s not the same…..They are just not understanding or listening to how I am feeling.”
The note further reads, “I knew my brother my whole life, we were very close and we always protected each other from the other family members and I had to look after him for most of his life even when I wasn’t around. I kind of felt like my brother’s sister and mum. My mum and father just keep saying that I am strong one in the family and she could have never gone through my and she expects me to be ok now and feeling strong now. I don’t feel strong at all now. I feel like everything is too hard and I just feel each day is difficult to live. I haven’t expected my brother’s death. I feel such a deep, dark pit of sadness has overcome my whole being and i am totally drowning in it (sic.)”
Have a look at her post right here:
(Image Source: Instagram-NikkiTamboli)